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Not all love stories have an ending

She was pacing up and down the corridor wondering whether to ring the bell. Mican is standing outside Yohan's house, they met at school and have been friends ever since. It has been so long that she doesn't even remember when she fell in love with him, but all she knows is there hasn't been any turning back. Today is the day she has finally decide to tell him, "You have the script ready in your head, you have practised for this day. You can do it Mican, I can do it" she said to herself after taking a deep breath. 

*DingDong* The door opens, there he was Mican hadn't seen anything so perfect. "Where the hell have you been? I haven't even opened the pizza box." saying this he pulled her by her hand. Mican thought to herself should I tell him about it now or after pizza, dang of course pizza first. "I got caught in traffic, never mind where is the pizza I am starving". With each passing pizza slice she knew the time was coming closer. 

"You have been awfully quiet today, everything okay?" 
"Who me? oh me? yes yes I am okay, just too busy eating"
"You are weird, since we are almost done here do you wanna have an ice-cream?"
Tell him about it or ice-cream she thought again, just tell him already
"Yohan can you please sit down, there is something that I want to tell you,but you need to promise me to finish first before you say anything, you promise?"
"What did you do now? okay okay I promise" saying this Yohan sat down again.

Mican had once read if you took the superhero stance for 30seconds you will feel powerful. She got up from her seat, stood in middle of the room with her arms on her hips, elbows bent and repeated to herself "You can do it". Yohan amazed by what was happening sat there looking at her, but said nothing cause he knew something big was coming.

"We have known each other for ages now, I have actually lost count. It is scary how well we know each other, but I think I am done. I am done being your best buddy, your two am friend when your stupid girl friend dumps you. I am done being your late night drinking buddy sometimes I feel you don't even realise that I am a girl anymore. Oh god I am blabbering again, all I want to tell you and have been meaning to tell you is that I am in Love with you, I am in love with your stupid jokes, your oh so perfect eyes and your horrible cooking skills, I am in love with all of you and as I say these words I feel so empowered and sad at the same time. *Phew* Sad cause I know you don't feel the same, you never have you never will cause for you I will always be the girl who can live in her sweatshirt forever and eat pizza. I know this cause I know you, I don't expect anything from you I want you to know I am leaving. You might see me again or perhaps not, let's see what is written in the stars."
Saying this Mican left never to return again, never to know the answer to her unsaid question "Do you love me too?"


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