My life : One Step at a time

First thing first, was it worth it ? Duh obviously it’s Disneyland the happiest place on earth.  Like every other person who has had the thought of going alone to Disney even I had a lot of questions so I thought of taking expert advice,  the concierge and the guest service people of my hotel.  I was staying in an all expense paid hotel next to Disneyland making the hotel staff experts on this topic, mostly everyone wanted me to do go to Disney instead of Universal Studio because of the distance. I had people tell me why do you want to go to Disneyland alone it is a family place after all ? which they are right about, but going alone is still not a bad idea.  I went to Disney at 8 in the morning and I stayed back till 12:30 at night. I still had things I wanted to do basically the whole experience was worth it.  Let weigh it in the whole pros and cons scale : Pros of going ALONE:  There is no one stoping you: From going and mee...

Harman  The doctors have been inside for a while, but no one has updated us yet. When I was little my mom always  said when ever things go wrong think happy thoughts till the time there is no room for anything bad, but take it from me it is easier said than done. Emma’s mom is going to be here any time soon, her flight landed a while back and every time the phone rings it gets harder for me to put on an optimistic voice for her. This whole accident has made me realise a lot of things for one Emma is way more important to me than I had ever imagined, sad it took me so long. This whole time having Ryan here with me seeing how worried he is for Emma makes me think may be he is Emma’s “Flower Pot” guy, Emma never liked when someone gifted her flowers she always said that when she meets the man of her dream he will know not to ever get her flowers instead getting her a flower pot, if they ever end up dating I will let Ryan in on the secret and he could impress Emma by being her...

 It is said that the ‘what if’ are the ones that always haunt you at the end of the day. It was no different with Ryan and Harman today while waiting outside the ER. “what if I had gone to pick her up?” “what if I had gone straight from the airport to her?” “what if I had told her that I am in love with her” Ryan was having a hard time blocking these ‘what if’ out of his head. It was nothing different with Harman all he could think of his last phone conversation with Emma and about all the things he could have told her. The whole night they sat outside the ER watching doctors go in and out of the room but no one had any answers for them.  “I can’t take this anymore, I need to know what is going on” saying this Harman walked towards the doctor who came out of the room. “How is Emma doing now doctor?”  “There hasn't been any improvement in her condition yet sadly, but she is still stable which is a good sign. Her organs are responding well we are just waiting for her to...

‘Excuse me miss, I need to get to the emergency room. Hello miss are you even listening?’ ‘Sir, can you see that I am talking to someone you will have to wait for your turn,’ ‘Wait? I cannot wait, do you hear me I need to get to the emergency room’ yelled Ryan with now everyone’s gaze at him. ‘Second floor to the right’ ‘Thanks’ saying Ryan ran towards the stairs trying not think of any bad thoughts.  ‘I am looking for Emma. I got a call, there was an accident. Please tell me she is okay, please.’ by now Ryan was panting making it hard for words to come out of his mouth.  ‘Sir the doctors are in there with her, I will try getting one of them to come and update you on Miss Emma’s status.’ Ryan knew yelling wouldn't help so he went and sat down at the bench chanting ‘Please be okay, please be okay.’ ‘Ryan? what are you doing here?’ when Ryan picked his head from his hand he saw Harman standing there.  ‘Not important, it’s Emma there was an accident a...

Emma had spent the whole night at Isabella’s place talking about her trip and everything that happened. “So what do you think about Ryan?” asked Isabella. “Think about Ryan, what is to think in it?” “Oh come on with the sounds of how your trip went he was nothing but a sweetheart to you. Don't you think he has a thing for you?” “You are reading too much into this.” “Don’t tell me you are still struck on Harman?” “It is not that, Harman is dating Jo and I really like them together but Ryan? I haven't thought about him that way.” “So why don't you start now? It is never too late?” “It isn’t but I have decided I can’t settle for something that doesn't ignite that fire in me, if your love is not wild and crazy how is it even love?” “There we go, the author in you has spoken. You are such a bore.” “Can you finish you breakfast now? We really need you to get to work.” While Emma and Bella are walking as fast as they can just to make sure they make ...